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No. This is not me on the picture, it is Penelope. Why? Because I didn’t find a picture of mine that I really like. If you wish to read about Penelope buy yourself People or Us Weekly or... I don’t know…Oprah? If you want to read about Bridge then stay here. It's free but it is also copyrighted…Love ya all!

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08.01.2010., petak

Bridge is back

There is nothing like taking the first walk in the Morning especially now in January. Minus Celsius degrees forecast on the early News and the fresh snow that covered the streets overnight. It is not only for my pleasure or God forbid Recreation, it’s just that my dog has to go outside so I sip my coffee as quickly as I can and pull my hooded sweater over my messed up hair. Scarf, gloves and jacked, now I feel like I slowly added 20 pounds but I don’t actually hate that weight as long as all that keeps me warm. Cold ruffs my feathers…I check my breath and decide that I’m going to leave teeth brushing for later, I just don’t expect to se anyone that early on my way. I’m going to take Gracie to the woods. It is around the corner but it feels like stepping into a differed world, especially now when the only movement outside is made silently, when the smoke comes out of chimneys and colors the sky in gray, even more then usual. My guess is right. Nobody was in the woods before. You can be sure by my footsteps that have scarred the white virginity underneath my feet. Adidas retro, followed by four soft paws. I feel the cold air kissing my cheeks and making me blush while I’m biting on my dry lips to stop me from crying out lout. Only the birds have permission to breake the silence right now…
I didn’t write my blogg in years and I did miss it. A lot. I had a million (at least) excuses like time or leak on inspiration but the truth was that I felt naked after I put my soul out on this cyber paper for everyone to read. But another truth about the blogg is that it does help me heal whatever scarred the surface of my heart…I have never before write a post in English. Even doe I use this language for few years now, I have never learned English grammar properly. But since this language became a part of my life and since this is who I am now it just make sense to use it even if I do make mistakes. I use to let myself get discouraged so many times like when I tried to past my first English test in the Medical School back in the Sates. I had 50 questions and 15 Minutes to get it right. No books to prepare yourself and you taking that test alone with the teacher and the only thing you can think of is her eyes piercing your back. Damn, why did I wear this dress today?
“Your English is bad. Since you didn’t past the test we can’t accept your application on this School. I’m sorry.”
(It was the dress, it must be the dress…she simply doesn’t like me!) Can I repeat that?
“Maybe next year my dear…”

My friend Keisha would ask: “ Why didn’t you slap the Bitch in her face?” And I would have to admit that I did seriously think about it. It just wouldn’t make any difference. It is funny how some things like that you remember for the rest of your life…so here it is. I’m writing my blogg again. I guess that all that moving back and desperate looking for a job that is more than just temporary, has left me more than enough time to think and go trough stuff again and again. Healing. On the cyber paper…

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07.01.2010., četvrtak

What about now

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you...


Cudno je kako na pocetku godine lako brojis dane. Ustanes i znas da je peti, sesti ili sedmi u mjesecu. Znas da je prosao jedan i da se blizi drugi praznik. Pred kraj se godine pitas kada su to prosli dani i nervozno gledas na kalendar koliko ti je vremena ostalo da ostvaris barem jednu od onih stvari koje si sebi obecao lani da ces napravit'u Novoj.
Srecom, jos smo dovoljno daleko od tog...
Ako se godina zaista mjeri po tome kako je docekas, moja ce biti mjesavina ljubavi, srece, ljutnje oko nebitnih stvari, u krugu dragih mi osoba i pomalo dosadna. Zivot dakle. Ali, nebih ja bila ja kada mi nebi poslo za rukom da samu sebe natjeram na ples i kada mi se pretjerano ne slavi. Srecom pa su proglasili recesiju, ljudi ne kukaju vise za badave.
Vrijeme je za nove pocetke. Neki se bacaju na dijete, neki na ucenje da konacno pozavrsavaju fakultete, a neki se na svu silu trude naci novu ljubav nebi li iduci docek imali siguran date. Ja nisam toliko drasticna, mijenjam tek pogled na svijet.
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